the sun rises to another day
my constitution keeps changing
till it slips away
so i lie awake and stare
my mind thinking just wondering
does anybody care?
should i stay or go
should i sleep or stay awake
am i really happy or is it all
just an illusion
sitting in my room now
hiding thoughts
just hoping one day i'll get out
i hear a voice call my name
breaking trance so silent
so i can stay the same
should i stay or go
should i sleep or stay awake
am i really happy or is it all
just an illusion
wait now, many things left un-said
this life remains the same
but i change
i try to fool myself into believing
things are going to get better
but life goes on
should i stay or go
should i sleep or stay awake
am i really happy or is it all
just an illusion?